This might be the best drug ever for me at the moment. It keeps me alert and awake and focused, and, like, you can show me a scene where luci thai is in bunny ears sucking sasha grey's feet while sasha grey dirty-talks through a ballgag and guys take turns cumming on their faces and i'll just be like.. 'Hmm. Well, I guess this is attractive. I dunno. Pretty entertaining. I mean, they're hot. But yeah. No urge to touch myself at all. Oh well.' I mean, that's a wonderful feeling! I won't be constricted by the need to cum! I finally see things for how they are!
Of course, next time I DO cum it's going to be fucking ridiculous, a fucking fountain. Maybe I'll make some art with it.
See, I got this zoloft from.. a friend.. and I only have a couple month's worth, I wonder if I can save up till then? Haha.
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