He's going to the vet tomorrow. If they're going to put him down, tomorrow is when they're going to do it. I'm non-stop crying again. He seems to me like he's doing better - he doesn't seem depressed anymore, he's being more active and sitting on my lap right now and being more like his normal self. He's just so skinny and he has the sniffles and he's throwing up the food that my mom bought (which is just some 100% tuna BS) and I really want to get more of the special food from the vet and see what happens but my mom thinks that he's suffering and we should just euthanize him. I wish we had the money for a feeding tube, but we don't.
One of my only/best friends is going to be gone soon. I keep petting him and kissing him and telling him I love him and hugging him and he's sitting on me like he always does watching what I do on the computer. I'm going to miss him more than anything.
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