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Originally Posted by Alex's Trip
The future scares me. I'm losing the ability to empathize with people because humanity is a joke. Nothing matters. Suffering doesn't matter. I'm struggling to find some kind of peace and I am failing. I can't forget about it anymore. It all just keeps coming up. I'm lonely. It's all too much.
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man this is me in my very early twenties.....
I really focused on recording music at that time and tried as much as possible to turn this existential/nihilistic junk into creative art. At that time i would also do large collages, writing and so recording music on the four track. With hindsight this period of time must have been my most creative, albeit maybe not the "best".
try to express it all through whichever media suits you.
I also travelled a whole lot, on my own, meeting weird people on my way.
What you explain is not "abnormal" in any way, i believe it's part of your "Buildungs" process.
take care!