my childhood house had a lot of energy. i've been smacked in the face by a force when i'm the only one in the house, things being moved around, whistling and footsteps when i know no one in the house can whistle and there's no tv on. one night a few years back i had my bed cover clear yanked off and when i asked my family why they did that no one knew what i was talking about.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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