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That's funny.
I've been miserable lately. Hence the Stuck in a Rut business. I hate to bitch, especially about my parents, but I'd rather do it here, than annoy the people I actually know.
They don't trust me any more, which is whatever, I guess they have good reason, but now they police me more than ever. I fucking hate it. They think good parenting is policing, or that is how they trick themselves into thinking they are good parents. They haven't taught me a thing about life, or any shit like that. Now I keep wondering if my little sister hadn't been born when I was 9, if things would have been any different. I think it was a crucial time, ages 9-12. When I was emotionally developing. And they really weren't around. Because of that, I've never really felt truly close to them. I don't resent my sister. I love her.
I'm really not this whiny in real life.
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