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Originally Posted by themawt71
also when i would pee that song "i always feel like someone is watching me" would be in my head and it would make me nervous.
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you mean the song by Rockwell with Michael Jackson guesting, no doubt.
haha
...sounds like a manifestation of being uncomfortable with one's creatureliness, hence being uncomfortable with death. That's all very natural really. At least your conscious isn't so unsettled as to block the manifestation.
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Originally Posted by themawt71
when i was 4 or so i used to imagine the sound of my body's inner happenings(the sound of silence) was a signal to all of the monsters and bad folks to show them where i was
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God speaks to us in the silences. Unfortunately, neither the environment or our brains are ever silent usually & meditation, as a result, is a tall order. The "monsters" you were worried about were manifestations of death, which is only natural after all, & one should ideally never be afraid of it, but we all are, hence the lives we lead in error.