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I smoke, I want to not smoke, but I havn't really tried to quit seriously. I'm 18 and feel like I'm fucking myself up, and it all became clear recently when after a weekend's heavy smoking I proceeded to lay one of my friends, and kept goddam coughing when I was in bed with this girl. She smokes, so she understood, but it was precisely the most unattractive thing I could have done there.
I should be in good heath, but I wheez like a motherbitch when I walk up any hill. I smoke about 8 roll-ups a day, smokers, have I passed the point of no return?
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