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Lots of things need to be done this year, it's gonna be an intense ride and it's causing me a good bit of anguish.
But on the flipside, I was finally able to open myself to love and affection coming my way. New Year's Eve left me with a major decision - either revert to my cocoon - the same comfort but also unwavering sameness I'm used to, or open myself to someone I know cares a whole deal about me and whom I care a whole deal about too. Being openly vulnerable and letting someone else in has been a fear of mine for a long time. Experiences in the past have made me overly careful and self-reflective. But in the end, I decided now was just about the right time to go for it. I'll see the adventure through, wherever it may take me and however long it may abide.
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