but what if there is no me?
i think its sensible to see zero value in anything as a moral proposition. i think its more accurate.
i am yet to be convinced that i posses a self that isn't an illusory neural trick. i know this is in a way a redundant move but i think its a more accurate description of whats actually going on.
and i cant see the value in trying to assess everything according to my own whims. i dont want to live that kind of a life, where i am the ultimate arbitrar of value. i'm just trying to survive and know - but i really don't know what the hell i'm doing most of the time.
and you should know by now im a hypomanic machine that cant stop and interrogation is often a dead end or a tldrathon.
