Are you doing what you thought you'd be doing 10 years ago?
 

NO I am not. I don't know why. I ponder this alot. 10 years ago I had dreams. Today I still have some of them, but time has torn the edges a bit. 10 years ago I did not know I was going to be a mommy. 10 years ago I sold lampshades to rich women and helped Ryan mow yards on my days off. we were going to build a strong business that would last. Since then that dream was smashed and not by us. So my next dream Interior Design. I was still working on my degree and had visions of becoming a great designer and creating beautiful places and art for ppl to enjoy. I dreamed about singing. 10 years ago I dreamt of being skinny. It is the only dream I ever fullfilled. I'm a bit jaded now. Everything is an Illusion. 10 years ago what I thought was so opposite of what I think today. I was once a positive person. But now I can see that nothing will really ever make me happy. I used to dream of having a nice house with a great garden and being featured in Southern Living for my "perfect" home. HA!!!! I was way off mark with that one BTW not a dream anymore I threw that one in the trash. Fuck them.

Now I feel like I am reverting back to when I was 16. I don't want to live in everyone else's reality. epecially the ppl here. Dumb fucks but love em. I do not want alot of money or a big house or perfection anymore. Right now I am just dreaming of a genuine smile.

i'm pretty much doing exactly what i was doing 10 years ago and 10 years ago i didn't really have any thoughts as to what i would be doing in 10 years time. i still don't really. :confused:

nobody will answer yes Gail.

I know. That is part of my curiosity. How other's lives have gone down other paths than expected, planned wanted.

Yes.

Good!!!!! You are hope:)

thats not entirely accurate. I'm sure many folks like myself will say yes and no. I anticipated graduating from University, I dreamed of becoming an active part of the Rastafari community, and I am still bound and determined to get to Ethiopia land.
The unanticipated things have still been good, I didn't anticipate becoming Habte Selassie, I never dreamed of teaching high school, and I surely thought I would still be a dreadlock (8 out of 10 years aint bad though ;))

Life changes and evolved, you have to have practical dreams that serve as a rudder to guide your life in at least a bit of direction, but also leave a little room to have some sincere, unanticipated fun.

..when all of your wishes are granted..
..many of your dreams..
..will be destroyed..

I don't know what I want to be doing 10 years from now, but I KNOW I DO NOT want it to be what I am doing now.

I can never seem to rep my boy.

I turned out even better than I had hoped... at the age of 10.

I never ever thought that I would be capable of losing as much weight as I did. I could've sworn I was doomed to live a painful life of obesity. I went to film school, have like 600 DVDs, 8 different video game systems, a very hot girlfriend, and post on a forum where I'm at least somewhat well-respected.

What more could a 19/20 year old nerd ask for?

I know me either. Hes a smart fella he is.

10 years ago i was in 5th grade and i thought i was gonna be an astronaut. so...no

not liking ICP, guy?

no cuntbreath

you are only mildly somewhat partially well-respected.

your life is fail now.

she thinks she missed the train to mars.. shes out back counting stars..


You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to Dr. Eugene Felikson again.

thats all I dreamed of when I was ten ;)

so it took you 10 full years to get to... this?

no, i thought i'd be writing but i'm making movies instead.

still, not a bad deal, but i wanna get back to writing.

That is another reason I ask, because of the different age ranges on this board. I've already written that part of my life away as just a dream.

I was obese too at the same age and felt just the same. That is mainly why I have eating disorders still, because i was always an outsider the fat girl to make fun of. Than I puked starved and excercised for 3 months and entered highschool "Hot" I did not know what that meant and I was REALLY naive about boys. I never got any attention before and did not know how to react to it.

Keep doin whatever it is you are cause it sounds like shit will turn out for you. watch those 20's though. They go fast.

haha

No, what I meant is that it took me 10 years to confirm that twats such as yourself do exist.

no student debt, no credit card debt, and a pile of stripper money. yes?

when i was 21 i don't think i had any designs for 10 years down the line, looking back I'm not displeased with what i accomplished during that period. i don't really have any plans for when i'm 41, i'd just like the next 10 years to be more productive for me than the last 10.

Well 10 years ago I was only 7/8 but I think personally I've came out really well. At that age I would never imagine having a somewhat successful music project nor would I have thought I'd become somewhat of a snobby intellectual. Hah.

Ask me again in 10 years time, I have many wishes for the future.

so then you were stupid 10 yrs ago?

i love you 2:)

You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to SONIC GAIL again.

(shrug) I fuckin' tried!

Why? Because I wasn't aware that you're a twat?

because you weren't aware that they existed.

:fuckyou::(:fuckyou:



I'd never take you as previously overweight. You're a total babe now. And yes, I plan on living the next decade to the fullest. Hopefully I'll be able to answer this question just as happily, 10 yrs from now.



I have absolutely none of these yet, although I did get pretty silly with the strippers at the Gathering. My school was cheap (10 grand...most other film schools I looked at were $70,000+....and for what? A slap on the ass?), and paid off by some prehistoric ancestor who died within the first year I was born.

I am starting up community college for Business Marketing this January. I plan on carrying things out until I get a Bachelor's. I'll definitely be in debt eventually.

You failed to type the ''twats as big as me'' part in that sentence. Are you stupid?

fix'd

bless the ancestors, but don't get into fucking debt-- cash is king, and DEBT IT FOR SUCKERS.

I dnt mind if you call me names. But either way if you weren't aware they existed 10 yrs ago, then you were pretty dim.

I have credit card debt! thanks to my father who first told me he would pay 200 bucks a month and never did.

and also all the shitty car repairs.

oh! and my irreponsibility! can't forget that.

At 18 I thought I'd be dead by 26. I am not dead. Aspiration fail.

How does not knowing that a twat like you exists make someone dim? That doesn't make any sense.

why did you just Positive Rep me?