I think it's an elephant shoe case.
Lips look like she's saying something she isn't.
People making fun of it with made up subs.
Elephant shoe = I love you.
Check in a mirror :D.

I tried weed for the first time last night. It had no effect on me whatsoever.

yeah, as far as drugs go, weed is about as useless and ineffective as you can get. My thing is, if I'm going to take a risk (with the law) doing drugs, if I'm going to spend money, I'm going to do something that either makes me feel really really good, or gives me a profound, life changing experience. Good weed can make you go "wow, everything's funny" or "wow, everything's weird"... but there's also a lot of "wow, I'm paranoid." or "wow, this is boring." It makes ya hungry, sleepy (I want to enjoy my buzz, not go to sleep!), have dry mouth.. just.. kinda.. boring. I've had about 4 or 5 joints where I've heard music differently or something, and that was neat... but I'd rather do acid where music sounds completely different, and the world is an awesome alien landscape. Lately I've been really into morphine personally. Good shit. IT'S MORPHIN TIME!

http://btjunkie.org/torrent/RAW-amp-...12eedb0f799133

here's a badass torrent, 32 of the best wrestling matches ever!

01. 1993.01.25 - Ric Flair vs. Mr.Perfect (WWF RAW, Loser Leaves Town).avi [94MB] 02. 1993.05.17 - Marty Jannetty vs. Shawn Michaels (RAW, Intercontinental Championship).avi [127MB] 03. 1997.03.03 - Owen Hart vs. The British Bulldog (RAW is War, European Championship).avi [130MB] 04. 1997.05.26 - Shawn Michaels & Steve Austin vs. British Bulldog & Owen Hart (RAW is War, Tag Team Championship).avi [85MB] 05. 2000.10.27 - Kurt Angle vs. Triple H vs. The Rock (RAW is WAR, WWF Championship).avi [123MB] 06. 2001.05.21 - Chris Benoit & Chris Jericho vs. Steve Austin & Triple H (RAW 21.05.01, Tag Team Championship).avi [141MB] 07. 2001.05.24 - Chris Benoit and Chris Jericho vs. The Hardy Boyz vs. The Dudley Boyz vs. Edge and Christian (SmackDown! 24.05.01,TLC, WWF Tag Team Championship).avi [187MB] 08. 2001.06.11 - Chris Benoit vs. Kurt Angle (RAW, Steel Cage Match).avi [233MB] 09. 2001.12.06 - The Rock & Steve Austin vs. Kurt Angle & Chris Jericho (SmackDown!, СТС!!!).avi [235MB] 10. 2002.05.27 - Eddie Guerrero vs. Rob Van Dam (WWE Raw 27.05.02, WWE Intercontinental Championship).avi [189MB] 11. 2002.05.30 - Edge vs. Kurt Angle (SmackDown!, Steel Cage Match, CТС!!!).avi [394MB] 12. 2002.07.01 - The Undertaker vs. Jeff Hardy (Ladder Match, WWE Undisputed Championship).avi [154MB] 13. 2002.09.26 - Edge vs. Eddie Guerrero (SmackDown!, No Disqualification match).avi [291MB] 14. 2002.10.07 - Kane vs. Chris Jericho & Christian vs. Jeff Hardy & Rob Van Dam vs. Bubba Ray Dudley & Spike Dudley (RAW, TLC, World Tag Team Championship).avi [233MB] 15. 2003.06.12 - Brock Lesnar vs. Big Show (SmackDown, WWE Championship).mpeg [109MB] 16. 2003.07.21 - Chris Jericho vs. Shawn Michaels (RAW).avi [261MB] 17. 2003.09.18 - Brock Lesnar vs. Kurt Angle (SmackDown! 09.18.03 WWE Championship).avi [526MB] 18. 2003.09.29 - Christian vs. Rob Van Dam (WWE Raw, Intercontinental Championship, Ladder match).avi [114MB] 19. 2003.12.04 - Brock Lesnar vs. Chris Benoit (SmackDown!, WWE Championship).avi [175MB] 20. 2003.12.29 - Shawn Michaels vs. Triple H (World Heavyweight Championship).avi [160MB] 21. 2004.02.16 - Shawn Michaels vs. Chris Benoit (RAW).avi [190MB] 22. 2004.04.12 - Chris Benoit & Mick Foley & Shawn Michaels & Shelton Benjamin vs. Evolution (RAW).avi [180MB] 23. 2004.07.26 - Triple H vs. Chris Benoit (RAW 26.07.04, World Heavyweight Championship, Iron Man Match).avi [373MB] 24. 2005.05.02 - Shawn Michaels vs. Shelton Benjamin (RAW).avi [175MB] 25. 2005.09.09 - Eddie Guerrero vs. Rey Mysterio (SmackDown!, Steel Cage Match).avi [210MB] 26. 2005.09.16 - Randy Orton vs. The Undertaker (SmackDown!).avi [151MB] 27. 2005.10.03 - Shawn Michaels vs. Kurt Angle (RAW, Iron Man Match).avi [222MB] 28. 2006.01.16 - Edge vs. Ric Flair (Raw 16.01.06, TLC, WWE Championship).avi [156MB] 29. 2006.07.03 - Edge vs. Jonh Cena vs. Rob Van Dam (RAW, WWE Championship).avi [123MB] 30. 2006.08.18 - The Undertaker vs. The Great Khali (SmackDown!, Last Man Standing match).avi [142MB] 31. 2007.04.23 - Shawn Michaels vs. John Cena (RAW, Wrestlemania 23 rematch).avi [368MB] 32. 2007.06.08 - Edge vs. Chris Benoit (SmackDown!).avi [165MB] 33. 2008.02.11 - Jeff Hardy vs. Shawn Michaels (RAW).avi [169MB] 34. 2009.01.12 - Shawn Michaels vs. John Cena (RAW).avi [239MB] 35. 2010.10.09 - CM Punk vs. The Undertaker (SmackDown!).avi [122MB]


fuck yeah!

gettin' this and wrestlemania x-7 and gonna have a good ol' time!

^

those r sum good ass matches, partna!

That's really common for first-timers, happened to me too. I can't get enough of the stuff now though. Especially since the medical dispensaries opened up around here. It really does help my chronic nausea, aside from relaxing me. Being stoned is a lot better than being drunk, and it's much, much, much, much less damaging than other controlled substances - including alcohol. I rarely seek out getting fucked up on anything else. Weed is chill. It often aids my creativity, as well.

Me too! I think I was too nervous to inhale properly.
But then I got ahold of an eighth and smoked damn near all of it to my brain. I've done plenty of weaker acid than what happened that night.

And then I loved getting high for a couple years. Oh, stoned for a level. Stoned for fun. Stoned for nothing, stoned cause it was good.

And then unfortunately I walked into a psychotic nightmare that didnt shake off until after I quit smoking a year. Something about me not being able to filter it out after a while, one doctor suggested, clearly psychotic though. I wouldnt even bother responding to this if I didnt have as an electric and life changing experience as I did when I lived like that. Fuck, I wouldnt wish that on anyone. Probably why I am so sympathetic to schizophrenics and whatever.

AND my point is. Weed is way too hard to standardize and thus, legalize. We just dont know enough yet. We've got enough drunks wrecking their homes after long-term use with no support.

It's workin for me

WOW - TINYMIXTAPES CALLED ZS'S "NEW SLAVES" ALBUM OF THE YEAR?

Wow!

I mean, it's a really good album, probably my least favorite by them honestly, but it's good... I always wrote that site off but they actually have balls for letting a good band win AOTY. Of course, then they take credit fro the band starting a new tour, like "they wouldn't have been so eager to tour BUT WE GAVE THEM ALBUM OF THE YEAR HONORS"!

I was rejected from my first choice university so I'm just going to treat next year somewhat as a gap year.

I will concentrate on:
a) making more music... since I won't be stimulated in an educational environment I'm going to do my best at creating something great since I will have have the mindspan to throw myself into it.

b) going to more shows... this June I will be 18 and I'll finally be able to see all the bands I couldn't before. In the past I've missed out on Kayo Dot, SCG etc. just because they played in an 18+ venue. Well, no more, I'm going to go to as many as possible.

c) write more... I've always loved writing but I've never considered myself any good at it so I'm going to try and hone my craft somewhat and use my creativity to write something that's uniquely me and not a style I've stolen from a writer I admire.

d) read more... I'm not really interested in fictional novels anymore, I tend to read half of them and then lose interest no matter how much I enjoyed what I've read so far. I'm going to read more poetry books and informational books on things I'm really interested in.

e) play clarinet again... I played clarinet for 3 years when I was younger and I still remember everything that I was taught (plus I've gained a lot more music theory that I can use). I'm going to buy one and try and get it down... my mission is to do a UUUUUU album that's somewhat of a composer's album. Yes, I'm gonna sit down with a blank stave and slowly write down everything. It might not be good but I'll learn something from it and that's what counts.

f) try and get a different project going... I'd like to try and get a band together with people I know where I can try out some of my weirder song ideas. I've been listening to a lot of Kazuki Tomokawa and I noticed that he sings what he wants, even if he's essentially screaming over folk music. That is kind of inspirational to me considering I've always been shy with singing and I'd like to try it out more.. again, it might not be good but I'll learn something

g) play some live shows! I'd like to devise some sort of UUUUUU live show that isn't just me standing behind a pedal. I've got a few ideas but I've still to solidify them into an actual performance

h) watch more movies! Since I'll have tons of free time I'll have the time to watch tons of movies again. Usually when I come in from school the last thing I want to do is slog through a 2 hour movie and would rather just go to bed with the Simpsons on in the background or something. My favourite nights ever were lying in my bed till 5am watching through Atom Egoyan and Jon Jost movies. Since they were so late in the night I started to suffer from delirious tiredness and I became transfixed on the movies. I'd like to re-experience that again and again.

Sounds like fun. Sounds like the stuff I've been doing since I turned 18! THrow in "play some Dreamcast games" and you'll be set! Hah.


BTW, all y'all cinemageddon-ites: THEY JUST PUT UP 6 LOST AND FOUND VIDEO NIGHT VOLUMES! I love shit like this (also see: FOUND FOOTAGE FESTIVALS and TV CARNAGE). It's basically 50-100 random-ass clips of awesome shit. HIGHLY reccomended, endlessly fascinating.

My advice is to just not make too much music or play too many shows.. I used to be hardcore, making 8 movies in a year and all that.... I just got so burnt out. It's best to just do a little at a time. You probaly know that.

But hey this year you can finally watch

TWILIGHT 1994 (d/l off of karagarga)
PASTORAL TO DIE IN THE COUNTRY
FUNERAL PARADE OF ROSES
THROW AWAY YOUR BOOKS AND RALLY IN THE STREETS

heheh!

maybe this will be helpful to you, too..

adam cooley's top 50 of 2000-2009
?1. eureka (2000)
2. reflections of evil
3. back against the wall
4. achilles and the tortoise
5. in praise of love
6. frownland
7. syndormes and a century
8. taste of tea
9. regular lovers
10. last life in the universe
11. i-be area
12. id
13. pistol opera
14. la captive
15. homecoming
16. os mutantes
17. shirin
18. bright future
19. izo
20. glory to the filmmaker
21. in the mood for love
22. enter the void
23. code unknown
24. eli eli rema sabatchthani
25. songs from the second floor
26. limits of control
27. sad vacation
28. frontiers at dawn
29. sharskin man and peach hip girl
30. mind game
31. man without a past
32. scumrock
33. funny ha ha
34. the checkout
35. werckmeinster harmonies
36. mutual appreciation
37. dead leaves
38. still life
39. millenium mambo
40. gerry
41. la vie nouvelle
42. lights in the dusk
43. taxidermia
44. sympathy for mr. vengeance
45. dolls
46. no country for old men
47. scott pilgrim vs the world
48. vital
49. dead or alive 2: birds
50. fulltime killer




I currently have 323 movies queued in my u-torrent.

Right now I'm downloading 8 Dreamcast games I didn't have, 4 ECW ppv's, and wrestlemania x-7.

Oh yeah, I guess my girlfrined broke up with me. I have no idea why honestly. I've been staying with my dying grandpa and I had to do my taxes last week. I don't have a car at the moment... so I've been neglecting her. She got mad and screamed at me and broke up with me. THen she quit school. She has nothing going on right now. I've offered to hang out with her and work things out, but she won't call me. She has sent me a bunch of emails saying she was sorry for being so mean to me. There's just a LOT of shit going on right now, for both of us. I don't think she wants to be in a relationship. As for me.. well.. my grandpa is dying,I'm sick, my mom has cancer, and that's basically my entire family. So yeah.

For those wondering.. So, does this mean I won't have a strong female lead for my next film?

Nah.

It'll allow me to get creative.

I'll just play the girl character. Run around in a thong and a wig. Interact with myself.

Yah I'll get a new games console or two as well.

I'll be trying out different things so I don't get bored of music. I'm sick of playing ambient music. And I'll definitely be watching a bunch of those movies.

Best part about having nothing for next year is that I don't have to worry about exams from this year!

Oh and Adam, you always bounce back when it comes to girls so you know...

I'm sorry Adam I will keep you and yrs in my prayers. I will b yr lead:) but the thong and wig sounds interesting

just stay away from the hard shit take my advice. aint no good 10 years later<3

I think I will find a man in my trunk this week.

a man in yr trunk leads to a bun in the oven

Did I ever mention that my first time smoking weed was with Waking the Cadaver? Anyone here remember them? My friend scored some shit for 'em, and they rolled this huge blunt out of a $5 bill and shared it with us.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnnF_TVvNMg

I still have to admit - they're a pretty kick ass band.

Oh, and ASP... forget da trick. Time to be the sexy stud muffin playa pimp daddy Cooley mack you were born to be.

Sorry to hear all that Adam.

I need to vent.
Sorry.
I feel like I have nothing going on. I need to change jobs but I dont even know where to begin to find another. When I look up job postings its endless lists of jobs I'd never heard of or seen or thought of and they are all unappealing and foreign as hell. The thoughts mount that I am completely unadaptive and am making my situation worse than it could be, yet I cant stop thinking that way. I dont like living in the city, but have no resources to change my situation. I ended a decades long relationship last fall because it wasnt going anywhere, and though I dont regret this action, I feel like I'm worse off because I alone am not going anywhere either. Living alone is costing me the skin off my ass to get by each month, so theres no chance of taking time off someplace. I took a week off to stay home recently and it made me feel worse. There was a guy I 'hit it off with' last year but it didnt work out, and I'm finding myself pathetically and pathologically mourning the loss of that connection every day, much much more than I've mourned the actual relationship I was in. And hes doing fucking great. I've tried school a few times in the last few years and can never keep attention despite having an interest. I talk to my doctor about depression and how hard it is to get up and brush my teeth in the morning and she gives me pills and tells me to volunteer somewhere. Fuck, is there seriously no end to this? I dont have anyone I can call up and talk to. Any time in my life that things go okay, the effort it takes to keep that up ends up backfiring and I end up in this same place anyway. Every time I get to this point it's worse and worse.

Abduction is the way I start my day.
Finally all my planning has paid off.
Eager to dismember.
Your skin so sweet and tender.
Strapped to the chair.
Degrading you right to your face.
Gagged.
Puking all over the place.
It's time to finally shut you up.
Stabbing you viciously.
Watching your face was priceless.
Blood Splattered Satisfaction.
I dealt you away (repeat)
Good - Now your times up.
Preparation has paid off by - Never quitting.
Disposing of your body was a pleasure.
No one will ever find you.
I'm sure they will look hard - but only I know you're in my backyard

No more buns in the oven. I am done with all that. I will be free in 13 more yrs. :D

I'm so confused. I have no idea if you are talking about anal or burying yr husband in the woods.

if it's the latter, don't clarify, but if it's the former, we'll certainly need more details.

Literally the trunk of my car. And not dead. Plus I would'nt put him in the woods to obvious;) But anal could be involved.

same...try it one more time and then yeah. Smoe people just don't like weed though. One of my friends said pot was only good his first time. After that he didn't enjoy it.

^True dat.

I can't do pot anymore unless I drank a good amount and it's high quality greens. I just don't bother with it anymore. Painkills are the only thing that have no side effects out of practically everything I've tried, and they're too addictive to do all the time. So I've just been clean :D.

But really derek, be cautious with the substances and make sure you're 100% informed if you're ever trying something new :)

me an derek had this talk before. he's a smart young man. yeah the pain killers will get you addicted as fuck.

DEREK, SHOOT UP or SHUT UP

dont be such a bad influence;)

I dunno, I only tried it cause the option was there and I was with friends who smoke a lot.

I'm not bothered much about trying it for a second time, I hate (most) potheads and stoner culture. I'd never want to be apart of it.

Besides I don't need it for a creative aid nor do I need it to numb my emotions or anything so...

I am in love with life

i am quitting my job, no more can i take the rhetorical bullshit.

Do it! It feels great! until you need money. But yeah.

Give me your miserable occupation. It sounds lovely. I've come to the realization that if I don't find a job within the next month I'm going to collapse beyond all comprehension mentally. Time to stop my delusions and get my ass out of my 'rents house again. I'm only 20... but fuck, I'm a joke, financially.

I don't know where in my life I began settling for $40 a week, I used to live in my own apartment. I feel so pitiful for someone my age.

Gonna quit my job soon. They still give me shit after 7 years -- my grandpa had a heart attack and they acted shitty when I called in. so fuck them.


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My school is shut for the day because of a gas leak and it's sunny outside.

I'm so gonna close the curtains and write gothic poetry.

Only kidding. Going to the beach byeeeee.