the idea of a crash
crashing slowly

Ok. Go skate. I'll post in hopes of accelerating the process.

It's been real nice knowing you.

:):):)

I never did like even numbers.

nice knowing you too

time to skateboard
for a beginner :p

By the FIRST LIGHT, the knowledge brought to Childeren of the Apes, good bye; which is to say, in the language of The Satellite King: A*BEAM.

THE TIME IS NOW: 11:12

Highly doubtful.

no one ever leaves for good....

not to bored to look into the storie of this 15 year old girl the town or maybe the hole city is into
it's a cliché of older man die'ing
afraid of death
afraid of older woman or totally no intrest in older woman as they know their games of i love you won't be bought
living a bit an a an older peoples level

so all these people who are heard the romour of this 15 year old easy sex girl
who then in her 15 year old brain only thinks she get's attention and is it's a new world wonder what is happening
will end also looking back over a few years when all intrest in her leaves and goes to the next 15 year old who is then also in the same world where she thinks that getting attention from older man is ....
with the hope ofcourse there is no other 15 year old buy'ing this temporary use
it's a waste of youth time
something older people can't experience
they can experience a waste of older peoples time
if you are youth
don't care about this older people
they play in on your soft emotions

by all the wierdness that was going on
some years ago i seen a young girl of 5 or 6 years
and she was happy to see me, she was smiling at me
she was also alone in the street

i didn't know anymore how to react
i thought
if i smile friendly back to her
she might get the wrong idea and that she starts to trust older people
and if i don't react on her she might think i'm not a friendly person

don't really reacted
as i think alot in my head

it is wierd
when you can't have this good connection with childeren
when you are thinking alot

there is a better world now for childeren
and that is good thing
parents shouldn't fly too much
in believing stories

dont go chasin
waterfalls stick
to the rivers and lakes
that you are used to

most parents are doing a good job
and that is what counts

what you are used to?
i try to live alone
and now i try to have a better life
move forward
have a change
other house
other place then where i lived for 35 years

i try
don't have much money
just enough for myself and here and there i can donate to charity

Micheal Jackson had this same problem.

Me? I'm chasing waterfalls.

for all of you who still wonder
i wrote this

~the promise of vagina~

designed to motivate the whorewalker
a promise an ancient one
a political promise is a bit less ancient
but
as when the but .. comes

no one realizes

the same as you will look at all the heads of people one day in your life
that all came out of this promise

you can't forget the design of this head
it's designed for braincells

as braincells are designed to it's origin
forward

gasts braincells applaud for it's brain

-insert braincells to continue-
a*beam

louder must have a huge crush on you to write such a long confessing title.

in fact Stu does, but i don't mind.

I'm sorry :(