I've had 1 hours sleep and am still sad as fuck about this.

I'm feeling pretty down about it too, friend. it almost feels worse because it's not shocking. for the first few hours we debated about whether or not it was even true; he had a penchant for faking his own demise. obit and all, I can only commit my mind to a 97% probability....

I just can't get past thinking that the world is missing something brilliant.

disturbance in the force, etc etc etc.

seriously though....my next thought keeps falling back to Lilly. I miss her and worry about her terribly.

it's been at least 3 years since we've spoken to Adam. Jess used to always call him "astonic-park", like, he was astonishing, and it would make me laugh. he gave us a rather long and inspiring list of anime to watch, many of which we still watch today.

i never talked to him outside of the forum, but he always made me feel welcome straight from the getgo. his presence was one of the main highlights of my time here. he was brilliant and insightful about, well, just about everything. just about the best ambassador this forum could ask for. very saddened by this. RIP.

i really cant stand this shit..

he changed, at least it seemed so, at some point, when he was doing his long posts about his life and thoughts and feelings. so honest and high iq in all fields. sensitive.
this is a major loss to his people and to all of us as well.

I've also found Lilly on AIM chat - she doesn't accept messages sent out of chat, so will keep checking today to see if she logs online to AIM.

Every time I think of Adam this thread always comes to mind. He will be missed by us, and especially his family and friends who knew him in real life.

http://www.sonicyouth.com/gossip/showthread.php?t=10801

for me its this one
http://www.sonicyouth.com/gossip/showthread.php?t=29850

I don't need to speak to her, but if you do, please tell her that she's in my thoughts.

and when he was saying about living in the woods
i dont know how the scenery really was
but i was picturing him, i had certain images in my head
and thats how i will remember him.

This is horrible news.
Rest in peace Atsonicpark :(

I just want to picture him right now wandering the woods without the insects being there to bug him.

Of course mate, will certainly do that for you.

Here's a tune from one of Adam's favourite groups: http://youtu.be/2sPxde77NRE

You can sign an online book of condolence at the people arranging Adam's funeral service here: http://www.barkesweaverglick.com/

I have last night.

Nice one Genteel D - have just done so myself now as well.

Very Nice - thanks for sharing!

I was going to, but then felt weird about it.

I reckon the Adam we knew was a far cry different than the one his mother remembers.

when I die, I'd shudder to think of someone named floatingslowly saying their goodbyes.

You should sign it, I reckon - I think it's important that as many people as possible who knew him both offline and online share their feelings and thoughts of him.