fucking abstracts are going to shitmegahole.
and although i know...i should relax...do small sketches..take it easy, let everything come from within...i think i will do smth i ve been thinking to do: take a nice shower, shut down everything and watch brakhage anthology..and yeah we shouldnt force those things..but might get me some ideas..inspire me..IF I DONT FALL ASLEEP LIKE I ALWAYS DO WITH THIS. (Im calm actually. just cant work at all).

art....


lol

GLUE SOME FEATHERS ON IT

no, just kidding (a brakhage thing).

sounds like a good plan.

remember balzac though-- "the works of genius are watered with its tears" -- ha ha ha.

but no, seriously.

Inspire my cock

When the sex organs are inspired the brain will follow... or is it the other way round?

it depends. one time is that way, the other, the other way.


but seriously, you were very spot on -regarding art. not that it happens every single time..

I posted this in another thread which was meant for here....

I think i've just realised I may have had writers block for 6 years after making a beautiful sound last night. Or randomly is it just bad recording/Eq-ing/rubbish ears holding me back....Either way i've not uploaded a compilation in the 6 years.

Turning up late for work because of stressing and not sleeping just because of music is lame.

that's why you need to quit your job! right?

Nah, it just means when i turn in late (almost every day) i go into a shit load of flexi debt. Also, home working will be available soon which will rock.

im faaacking working on these 2 now

 

 

im afraid the 1st will come out too Kline copycat but cant afford to let this bother me (it bothers me).
those are 70x100cm.


diesel, i couldnt find anything smart to say. other than, i think its part of the procedure and that it shall pass by. you dont have other option. since you love what you do etc.

i like the one on top more. so what if it looks like a franz kline copycat. i can think of much worse things to copy, and everyone learns by copying anyway.

cool. thank you. will come back with the done images..

wont do anything more on this.
it works better rotated.

 

the copycat isnt really intentional.
but in that sense, i m more likely to end up copycating cy twombly as its him i look at since summer..

NEFELI, if you ever find yourself in Houston, motherfucking Texas, you need to check this out. https://www.menil.org/collection/CyTwomblyInDepth.php

you're right about the rotate.

of course the copycat isn't intentional but it's unavoidable in the sense that everything has already been invented and it takes a lot of work and toil and tears to maybe --maybe!-- invent something new. the medieval notion of copying the old masters is not as terrible as we think-- art evolved in spite of it because the copy eventually becomes a theft for other purposes. on the other extreme, the sheer pursuit of originality for its own sake has given us so much shitty "conceptual art" shit i want to poke out my eyes.

In a bid to "improve my diet" (ahem...), I had this for lunch today:

looks good, i think the fries and the white bread are a bit superfluous with the beans, but there's an ingredient you definitely need on that plate:



oh yeah. mmm-mmm-mmm!

Hot sauce! Love that stuff for reals. Will have to invest in a bottle of this and take it along to my next greasy spoon sesh :)

crystal has the best flavor i think, but tabasco will do in a pinch-- it's a bit more vinegary, but that would work well with the beans, actually.

Good call on both - cheers (again) for the heads-up, symbolguy :)