you can fool some of the people all of the time...

you can't blame the youth and you can't fool them

If you take the "P" and the "I" out of PASSION all you get is ASS ON

EVERYONE!!! THIS IS RELEVANT:

terrible headache, cooking smth that i hope will be far away from the worst thing i ve ever cooked, angry with myself for being numb.

Gargle warm salt water three times a day.. it will help the pain and also clear up the infection quicker than antiobiotics..

neneh cherry was amazing. hamburg needs to learn to dance though

still, i am one sweaty happy girl right now :)

AND(!!!) she played buffalo stance!

did you start the saline gargle? I'm telling you, shit can clear up fucking strep throat let alone ear infections.. Now if you have a full on sinus infection that is viral, well, shit. Not much to do but ride it out.

nah, i just drank a lot of water and had lollipops and it went away. strange but cool! i feel 100% better now.

girlproblems: once you swear to yourself to keep your hands off boys, two boys message you. the hamburg one wants to meet up, the nyc one wants to Skype.
dudes, what were you doing the last few days when i was crazy over you? (ok, still crazy over you but... dudes, the fuck?)

meh.

<3 <3 <3

selftalk: get up, lose the pc, put headphones on, start the fucking painting already.


also dont procrastinate - do the coverletter and send cv to that gallery for work. pppfff

y'all some unkawaii bitches.

you shouldn't drink if you can't handle your alcohol. why don't you have a nice cup of chai or something.

Last night was another success of my hands-full-thick-crowd navigation. We arrived at the show kind of late and we were buying merch when it was strting. So because the main floor was packed(sold out show)...I used my drink tactic. Hold 2/3 drinks an act like your meeting a friend in front. Well yeah. It hasn't NOT worked yet. Front and center everytime ;)
Some people hate you for it...and for good reason...but my selfish desires in that instance overpower small moral decisions.

LOL i started it!

 

all the brownie points to you, nefeli!

i am still struggling to start writing my papers. at least i got some reading done today and have a better idea about what I am gonna do with my Kathy Acker paper! Maybe tomorrow I'll be a good student and start writing!

yay to that!


--as you can tell i m all about breaks and really bored to measure.
correcting now and at least hopefully will finish the drawing today and start colors tomorrow. although i do feel that with charcoal this would be fine.
i m gonna use oils i think, along with acrylics..so wishing me luck i guess. though luck has little to do. 'accidents' maybe more.
---this is a loose end, i mean i always want to paint pregnant women
i will show it for an exhibition, even though i m bit off topic. the theme is about imaginary friends and the only way i think to connect it, is like when pregnant women talk to their huge bellies.
if they accept it, fine. if not, again fine.

melted chocolate sure looks like doo doo