I have seen the dark universe yawning
Where the black planets roll without aim,
Where they roll in their horror unheeded,
Without knowledge or lustre or name.

yesterday seen some drawings of da vinci
really great anatomics
and they were also telling something about masculinity and gay i think
and then i thought
why?
it's fasination for the humanbody
has nothing to do with sexuality
you can't say that on shows where men show their muscules are gay
or that a fashionshow full of female models are lesbians

In some abstract way this is already happening.

Atheist, no doubt, are slowly becoming more militant w/ their beliefs. Not a bad thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5NQF5Ha5tM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EB1yoDNjqu0

I have found myself walking this terrible new line. I don't know how I got here or why but it is scarin the hell outta me.

one of the cats is superfast, all the time, he is fast.

I hate a co-worker of mine.
I like his sister.


I simply don't trust people....and my father seems to treat his best workers like shit and play favorites with people. Sometimes I want to kick my Dad's ass till he gets the fucking point.

we all do

i have found my potatoes
with roots of a half meter

Last night, I did not attend The Books and The Black Heart Procession concert. The angers and depresses me to no end.

^forget that
i'm going to write a book
'how to become a millionaire'
with new uptudate market analyses in a fast growing economy
(did i spell that right?)

went to a mexican restaurant
now feel really sick

waking up in aparanoi mood
why does some people have suspicouis much money
when criminals have money
they go after them
when politicians have suspicious much money
you see banksecret situations and delayed lawcases

everyone should have control on their money
that's fair
that everyone knows what's going on

Mexican seafood.

bored i'm going for a walk
and come back later
to post some jokes

hope my advise worked
woman 1 woman 2
?
i stopped driving me crazy with biology?
animals can't stand other peoples happines

and that is what this mess on earth is
everywere you look around you
you see not much healty lovelife
maybe there is not the brain designed for

even the animal itself can make the difference of understanding that he or she is an animal
so what you want then?
what you gonna do?
walk a line of lies to kill your time on earth
create somekinda lie to believe yourself in to experience a love life
another lie
covering another lie
and then a child
and then another lie covering another lie
and that you tell your child
so he or she has nothing to do then
to tell that lie
and tell another lie
and so on till you make from yourself the most redicilous animal that is walking around
thinking to poses the lie of surviving death
the death that is no lie
and the more you start to lie to yourself about it
and then another lie
and another lie

you can only lie to yourself

she haunts to roads
she waits for a new face

with arms wrapped
and injured
she must rest
she can't till we have faced..

I'd cut your armies down
and pull your heart..

you
and
me

I'd wait
outside for you
I'd wait..

for you...

i find animals scary
that including my life

i'm not scared for living a peacefull life
or people who are living peacefull life
'in real that is' 'not as a part of a coverup longstreached lie that is a stratege to have something done or hidden agenda'

you have to be open and honest

fixed

kinn do you have a picture of yourself
tell me something about yourself
age, place you live

as long it's not a lie